ugh...

i swear everything has been making me cry lately. Half the time i don't even know why i'm crying. Lately its been the most random things in the world, things that should never be sad. Ugh im tired of this... i'm tired of all these emotions.

I've been trying to get out with people more, but it takes so much out of me and people don't understand that. They don't get that just being out a few hours is really emotionally/physically exhausting. I know its good for me to get out, but sometimes people with to much energy is hard for me to keep up with... how do i explain this stuff to people without being rude????